STALKER: MARK McGUINNESS aka HAYDEN
Mark called over to the teachers desk a few days after. A woman tells Mark she was raped by a screwdriver by a man when she was a girl. They speak in hushed serious tones.
Mark asking me why I dress 'like a girl' "why do you wear girls clothes?". Mark being friendly with all the girls in year 7. Mark falling off his bike and getting stitches on his chin.
Mark on my school bus in 1996/1997 with braces on his teeth. Going to Hills International College Jimboomba. Mark at Browns Plains bus interchange Logan City Brisbane, wearing shorts to below his knees.
2017. I meet Mark McGuiness aka Hayden in a private car park in South Gladstone Queensland. He is introduced by another man "This is my nephew Hayden, he's 14". Mark's youthful face has no facial hair. His glasses and braces are gone. He is tanned from the Queensland sun. Mark looks 14, I don't recognise him, I am fooled into thinking he is Hayden.
The man who introduced Hayden to me turned out to be interested in grooming children. I saw him do it in front of me. Mark McGuiness and his "uncle" conspired to act out this gay lolita story with 34 year old Mark McGuiness playing 14 year old Hayden.
Why? When I was 13/14 I had a 30 year-old man interested in me. Mark said "cool you've got an uncle, does he treat you good". I said I didn't like him. "You're an ungrateful little bitch" says Mark.
In Gladstone Mark played this character Hayden to mirror my behaviour back at myself. Why? Yale St Marsden 1994 "one day you'll know what it was like for your mother" a silly saying of old woman's wisdom that went around the street.
To me it's as if his disgusting 'uncle' was written by my sister who had lived up there for 20 years. My sister (or maybe Mark) could have gave him all the words to say, the outrageous gay voices, all of it based on me age 11, the last time my sister lived with me, and things I said on the phone to her over the years.
Except one thing I would never have said "look at her butt" that was my sister when I was 11 trying to get me interested in girls. Like this uncle was a big retard saying all the gayest things ever in a loud voice. Hard to believe.
And so this horrid character "uncle" seemed to be animated, galvanised, by my own sister's homophobic prejudice, her fears made flesh. That uncle is a faggot puppet for everything my sister thinks of me. I know this to be true.
Mark McGuiness aka Hayden putting me down and telling me to 'fuck off' in my house. Everything he did was just to use me, the little down syndrome stalker he is. Pretty sure his mum Trish works at the supermarket, yet he pretends to be estranged from her.
What a sick sad world hey. When you learn everyone is evil and out to get you. When family is not family. When innocence doesn't exist.
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