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There is something wrong with white people, they lack essential empathy and compassion. I say this as a 38 year old white man who has lived, loved, worked, and travelled. There are massive gaps in people's ability to care about others.
High school All these 1940s ideas about my homosexuality Gay men have feminine reactions Gay men have small penises Gay men have small testicles Gay men this and that All the too dumb to say ideas Said by too dumb to speak people Treating me like a sex offender For wanting mates not fakes Then all the socially condoned violence against gay men Kick him in the nuts Sterilize him Give him female hormones A truly 1950's education experience in the 1990's in Queensland
Not sure why I never walked down the highway to the medical centre. Not sure why I flopped (haha flipped?) in highschool. Not sure why I went catatonic after taking the antibiotics. Not sure why I never finished high school and didn't join the army, Except I do know, I wanted to study at university. Not sure why I never fucked in my 20's lol. Have to work at being who you want to be whatever the chances. Have to wait to be the right age and have experience. Not wanting to be a peaking fading stag for the rest of my life. Kinda happy being half sterilized. Obviously I'm not 19 anymore. Lived and broken is still lived. Job done. Done with the sweaty in heat feeling 24/7 anyway, and smelling like a dog.
This world puts us under intense pressure that is unsurvivable. Only God's rules matter. Ignore people who worship things and expect ppl to be unfeeling machines.